Why We’re Screwed Up, and Yes, Childhood, and Parents Matter

It’s easy to screw kids up, and your parents probably did.

No matter what you tell yourself, you’ve probably got some childhood developmental trauma that prevents you from functioning in life the way you might like. Photo: Adobe Stock/Coetzee/peopleimages.com

If you’re struggling with living a life of contentment, and your intimate relationships haven’t been working very well, then I’d bet almost anything you have childhood developmental trauma. (CDT) In counseling, I’m able to show clients how what happened to them long ago, when they were dependent on others, causes them to be dysfunctional today. There is no need to be afraid or ashamed of this truth, it is something that happened to all of us, with few exceptions, no matter what type of family and/or life experiences we had. Growing up is a delicate period of child development, and it is very easy to get traumatized, even by seemingly kind acts and even with caretakers who had the best intentions.

The interesting thing is that many of us deny that we could have been traumatized in our own childhood or minimize what happened. The proof is in the pudding, however, when your presenting issues are described to, or experienced by, your trauma therapist. The types of trauma are explained below, I’m certain you will be surprised by many of them.

What happened to us.

The end goal of parenting is to come out at the end with a human who is grown up and capable of taking care of themselves, has solid will, drive, motivation, and self-worth, as well as able to have healthy adult relationships that involve emotional and physical intimacy, sharing and give-and-take. Suppose we are struggling in any mental or emotional area in our adult years, if our self-esteem isn’t good, and if we don’t know how to set proper boundaries, we take things personally and have harsh reactions, to name just a few, then chances are it is due to childhood trauma. Just today, I spoke with someone who wants to change their life. They said they control how the house is run and how it looks, they shut down for days when their spouse says anything remotely critical, and though they miss their spouse when they travel for work, they’re not very nice to them when they come home. They know it’s all wrong but don’t know how to change it. All these things can be explained by being traumatized in childhood. The good news is all are fixable.

PAsk Not What Your Relationship Can Do For You

Ask what you can do for your relationship.


Committed, adult relationships mean time, work, and focus. It isn’t for everyone. Photo: Becky Whetstone/Canva

f people knew how much time, effort, and giving a successful marriage takes, they might not sign up for it. When I was a child, I watched my mom serve my dad relentlessly and nervously. Both were born before 1920 and if he were standing next to a faucet with a glass in his hand, he would still holler for my mother to come from whatever part of the house she was in to fix him a glass of water. No wonder she associated marriage with slavery, and when he died after 62 years of meeting his needs, she had no desire ever to do it again. “I don’t want to wait on anybody anymore,” she’d say.

​Can we have expectations in marriage?

Although times have changed, I still see couples where one or both people have high needs and expectations of the other, and not too different from my father’s expectations of my mother. Marriage in the 21st century does not mean you now have someone who will be at your beck and call to tend to your every need. Instead, it’s a partnership where each person maintains themself individually and then has a relational piece of land they take care of together, called The Marriage. How the marriage is handled is negotiated between the two, and each person gets an equal say. Expectations cannot be created unilaterally.

Choosing a partner who can care for themselves emotionally is important for a healthy relationship. Those who can’t take care of their own needs and maintain their peace and equilibrium without constant contact with their significant people, like close friends and partners, become a burden to those people. In marriage, our partner is supposed to enhance our life, not drag us down.

Q: Sue wants her husband to text her throughout his workday to say he is thinking of her. He says he is busy and having that hanging over his head all day is unnecessary. He says he loves her dearly but is in another zone of concentration when working and doesn’t want to be distracted. Is Sue asking too much?

A: Yes, she is asking too much and has unrealistic expectations. She has an insecure attachment issue, and she wants her husband to jump through hoops throughout the day so she can still feel loved by him. When we’re infants, we are…

 

How to Be a Philanthropist and Leave a Legacy With Zero Money

Learn what your gifts are and become a life-changing hero.

How can we leave the world a little better off than how we found it? Photo: Adobe Stock/Gustavofrazao

If you had a billion dollars or more, would you use it to help the world? Amazon billionaire MacKenzie Scott and other super-rich folk like Mark Zuckerberg and Bill Gates say they will donate most of what they have to assist people and programs in need. I’d do that if I could, but since I’m not wealthy enough to throw extra cash around, what riches do I have that I can leave behind?

Philanthropy and legacies don’t have to be about money. The great thing about humans is we all have gifts that could benefit the world in some way. The most valuable thing I have is my knowledge of how to have healthy relationships. Since I’ve been obsessing over healthy relationships since I was a child, reading Dr. Joyce Brothers, Ann Landers, and Ladies Home Journal’s Can This Marriage Be Saved? and still haven’t gotten sick of the topic, it must be the gift I have that can be shared with the world. Being healthy as an individual, in love life and romantic relationships, in a family, and out in the world with friends and co-workers is a learned skill, and how to do it can be shared in relationship therapy, an online course, and many other ways.

People need good information.

In my 20s, I realized I didn’t know anything about relationships. In my 40s, I realized that no one else did, either. This was a major epiphany and tipping point, “Why isn’t this stuff taught to everyone?” I thought. “People should know about this!” I always thought adults knew what they were doing; they don’t. As I hungrily learned about relationship problems and successful relationships, I longed to implant the invaluable information I learned into everyone else’s awareness. How to do it? The world would change if we all had a good relationship with ourselves and knew how to conduct ourselves with others in a way that works. I sincerely believe this. Our schools teach us about everything else but relationships, relationship issues, and family dynamics. I learned to cook and sew in middle school, but no one ever mentioned what healthy self-esteem is. People don’t know what they are shooting for in relationships or how to be an adult. When I tell clients that self-care is the most important thing…